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"Like all of us, you have desires for things that you don’t really need and aren’t good for you. But you shouldn’t disparage yourself for having them, nor should you conclude that every desire is tainted. Rather, think of your misguided longings as the bumbling, amateur expressions of a faculty that will one day be far more expert. They’re how you practice as you work toward the goal of becoming a master of desire. It may take a while, but eventually you will get the hang of wanting things that are really good for you, and good for everyone else, too."


"there are worse things than
being alone
but it often takes decades
to realize this
and most often
when you do
it’s too late
and there’s nothing worse
than
too late."



"I was happy but happy is an adult word. You don’t have to ask a child about happy, you see it. They are or they are not. Adults talk about being happy because largely they are not. Talking about it is the same as trying to catch the wind. Much easier to let it blow all over you."


"When I dream of a future in her arms no dark days appear, not even a head cold, and though I know it’s nonsense, I really believe we would always be happy and that our children would change the world."


"Being with her was like pressing your eye to a particularly vivid kaleidoscope."


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Moving Frames by The EgoKillas

"Do not dwell in the past,
do not dream of the future,
concentrate the mind on the present moment"



Pulp - Something Changed

I want to give delight, joy and pleasure,
I’m not going to own you, just decorate your life,
Just as the angels do
I want to give delight, more sweetness to your day
Let me raise you to the clouds, as the angels do

"Rest easy baby, rest easy
And recognize it all as light and rainbows
smashed to smithereens
And be happy"



"deep in some blissful dream
where the goddess finally sleeps
in the lap of her lover
subdued in all her rage
and I am aglow with the taste
of the demons driven out
and happily replaced
with the presence of real love"



Bonobo - Stay the Same

"It would be nice to make some new mistakes for a while."